Sorry those who actually matter.

I know, I know; Its been a while since i have blogged my lovers <3 Hi! How are you all? Lately, I have been feeling quite dandy, with an occasional cry or breakout pimple on my face due to my stress.

Stress: Gr, that bitch haunts me like no tomorrow, it's not fair! I mean...technically its all my fault:/ (guilty is charged) for this stupid feeling, and really...i am trying to prevent this stress from occurring, but its just "so" hard.
Dandy: Is a mood that I don't normally feel= Definition for dandy: No concerns, Not happy but not sad, just completely chill and enjoying life (my definition).

Why haven't I been blogging?: I know its been a while, my friends; BUT what can i say? I am just a busy gal with a life other then sitting home and blogging her feelings sitting at a computer. Basically, heres the breakdown, It was SPRING FUCKING BREAK and i wanted to spend my time with my friends, my boyfriend ----> (mushie), eating Hunnynut Cheerios, and sleeping and going to the city. In the city, I hang out with my friend Anna and just go crazy, we climb on rooftops and take pictures (illegally, if i may add:)) for fun! Its such a 'delight' getting away from my Island home and just spending time in the city with a couple of ma 'mates'.

<3 sorry followers...? I'll write more soon!

HI FRIENDS.

and i mean literally, hi! Who doesn't like 420? I mean its the holiday of weed, to celebrate being free and stoned!

Enough with that stupid argument with how MARRY JANE/ GANJA/ WEED is bad for you. People for hundreds of years have been smoking this, and NO one has ever heard a death caused by this amazing herb.
 Don't think of me Lily as a complete and utter stoner, I just want to stand up for the billions of other people in the world who think this too.

the comfy sweaters the complete me.

I need to either make these or find them cheap!

....my inspirational outfits.

I mean, I do love whites and pinks ;)

Sasha...is so pretty, and I want her shoes. 

I sorta' have these? Not Docs, but i am totally fine with my pair, they are clunky and have a cool outline all over them (not fake looking, and not intended to look fake, I love them, its a specific known brand that does shoes like that)

TWO WORDS: Jeffrey Campbell

I mean yea, i would love to crawl into bed wearing what they are wearing any day...minus the cross shirt (i'm a jew:/). But c'mon those outfits are so cute! 

I love that skirt for some reason, and just with a simple black top...it would definitely bring out your true sexi-ness baybay. 

MY NEW THING: HIGH SOCKS.

Grrrr

Yes, thats the sound that my tummy makes when its hungry. Why am I so hungry? I just had a bowl of rice pudding

and before that I brisket, fish, and vegetables all for my wonderful passover service con mi familia :) 

What shall I do? Get more food or call it a night? 

CHECK MY NOT SO SMART, OBNOXIOUS BLOG.

http://lilylilee.tumblr.com/

We all have this desire:

 be the skinniest we can possibly be. Isn't that just ignorant? I mean, don't get me wrong, I am still going through that stage of just wanting to be the prettiest all the time, and the skinniest and the coolest that I possibly can be, but why skinniest? This is an obsession to most girls (especially at the ages of 13-24), and it's eating us to our bones (no pun intended). We care so much about how we look on the outside, when really its all about the inside (how cliche, how corny, shush). I'm pretty aware of how cliche that was of me to say, I am, I am, but I learned from the best that people don't really care about how you look on the outside; they really care about who you look/are in the inside. I am a funny, outgoing (how contradicting) emotional, smart, charismatic girl who just wants to have fun and live life to the fullest, but whats actually holding me back are the people out there who are there to judge and succeed in the role to being the GREEN HAIRY MONSTER on your back called (dare I say) bitches.

Why do people, like me, have this crazy obsession with being this way when we have so much going for us already? I mean this question lingers my mind almost everyday after everyone tells me to stop being the way I am (insecure, a second guesser). 

Art at its finest.

I am new to this

No making fun my dear friends, I am quite new to this all. I am just going to start blogging now....


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